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<b>The Apothecary Diaries</b>

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<b>The Apothecary Diaries</b>

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This story is a work of fiction. The names of all of the characters, organizations, and so on
 are imaginary. It also bears no connection to any specific real-life events.

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Episode 11: Reducing Two to One

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A letter from Concubine Gyokuyou?

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Yes. I was ordered to deliver it directly.

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Lady Ah-Duo is away on a tea party.

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There's something I would like to 
discuss with you, Lady Fengming.

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I understand.

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<i>The luggage is all packed up. 
That must mean, as I thought...</i>

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Please.

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So, what did you need today?

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We've finished cleaning this place.

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When are you moving out?

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You're a smart one.

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The big clean-up was an excuse.

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In order to welcome a new high-ranked 
concubine during the new year's celebration,

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Concubine Ah-Duo must leave this palace.

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Concubine Ah-Duo can't have
 children anymore, can she?

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What happened when she gave birth?

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I fail to see how that's any of your business.

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It is my business.

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The doctor who attended 
that birth was my father.

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My guess is the misfortune was 
that Concubine Ah-Duo,

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the prince's concubine at the time,

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gave birth at the same time 
as the empress dowager.

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When is the doctor coming back?!

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He's still at the empress dowager's.

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Lady Ah-Duo!

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Lady Ah-Duo, it's all right! 
Fengming is by your side!

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The empress dowager was given higher priority,

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and Concubine Ah-Duo's childbirth had to wait.

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Lady Ah-Duo.

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That must have been when 
Concubine Ah-Duo lost her uterus.

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The child that was born to Concubine 
Ah-Duo then passed away soon after.

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Lady Fengming, are you 
blaming yourself for that?

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You must have been the one taking care of 
the baby instead of Concubine Ah-Duo.

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You've figured it all out,

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despite being the daughter of the quack 
who couldn't help Lady Ah-Duo.

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You're right.

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<b>...Luomen, expelled...</b>

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It's thought that the cause 
of the baby's death was

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the same toxic make-up
 from the other incidents,

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but that's not the case, is it?

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That doctor you call a quack 
must have banned that powder.

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You're a wise person. You wouldn't
 have let the baby die from that.

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The real cause of death was this.

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Many flowers have poison in them,

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like aconite or azalea.

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Their nectar can be poisonous, too.

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I am aware.

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But back then...

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you weren't.

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You didn't realize regular 
honey with no poison,

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the medicine you thought was good for health,

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can be harmful to a newborn baby.

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Thank you for your help as always, Fengming.

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It's no trouble at all, Lady Ah-Duo.

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Please rest and recover soon.

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And thus, Concubine Ah-Duo's child passed away.

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The cause was treated as a mystery.

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My father Luomen, the attending 
doctor at the time,

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was blamed for the repeated mistakes, 
including the one at childbirth.

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He was expelled from the rear palace.

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But later on, you accidentally learned 
the true cause of the baby's death.

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Someone taught you that honey can be 
poisonous to infants, didn't they?

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You had to make sure 
Concubine Ah-Duo didn't find out.

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She couldn't know you were 
the one who killed her only child.

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So, you tried to eliminate them.

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That person is...

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Concubine Lishu.

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During the previous emperor's reign,

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Concubine Lishu was close to 
Concubine Ah-Duo, who was her elder.

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Concubine Ah-Duo was also 
fond of Concubine Lishu.

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A young girl, taken from her parents,

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and a woman who could no longer give birth.

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There may have been a type of 
codependency developing.

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During that time, you learned
 from Concubine Lishu

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that she almost died eating honey as a baby.

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To make sure Concubine Ah-Duo 
never heard that story,

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you started to chase Concubine Lishu 
away from the Garnet Pavilion.

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Later, the previous emperor passed away,

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and Concubine Lishu was forced to leave the
 rear palace, unaware of why she was chased out.

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You must have felt quite relieved.

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But Concubine Lishu, who you 
thought you'd never see again,

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returned to the rear palace.

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As another high-ranking concubine.

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As a threat to Concubine Ah-Duo's status.

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That insolent child tried to visit 
Concubine Ah-Duo many times,

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as if trying to be with her mother.

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To protect Concubine Ah-Duo, 
who is incapable of childbirth,

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and to hide the issue with the honey...

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You poisoned Concubine Lishu's soup.

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What do you want?

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There's nothing.

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Anything. Just ask.

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You must know that's meaningless.

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Hey. Do you know what's most precious 
to the person most precious to you?

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The moment I met Lady Ah-Duo,

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I knew I would never serve anyone else again.

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Despite being a woman,

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she had a strong will, and the ability 
to speak on even grounds with the prince.

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I had nothing but the deepest 
respect for Lady Ah-Duo.

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Compared to me, who just followed my 
parents' orders to become a lady-in-waiting,

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she was such an astonishing person.

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Despite that, I...

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I took what was most precious 
to her with my own hands...

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I took him away!

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The baby that Lady Ah-Duo loved so dearly!

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With these hands!

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Back then...

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Lady Ah-Duo told us this.

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Do not blame yourselves for this.

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Babies can die for any
 reason until they're seven.

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Even the slightest illness 
can easily kill them.

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My baby simply followed 
the will of the heavens.

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And yet, I knew she cried 
herself to sleep every night!

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<i>What was her mental state like, as she served 
Lady Ah-Duo for the past sixteen years?</i>

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<i>Without having her own partner, 
sacrificing everything for Concubine Ah-Duo...</i>

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<i>I can't relate.</i>

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<i>I don't have it in my heart 
to keep someone so close.</i>

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<i>If he hears my story, Master Jinshi 
will surely apprehend Fengming.</i>

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<i>There's no way she'd 
escape capital punishment.</i>

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<i>She's a smart woman. She knows all of that.</i>

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I have a suggestion.

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The only thing I can do is to take 
your two motives and make it one.

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It won't change the results.

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But if that's still preferable 
to you, please hear me out.

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So tired...

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A bath... No, it's too late for that.

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Guess I can at least get changed.

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I wore layers of stiffened 
oil paper, just in case.

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Glad I didn't need it.

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Getting slashed would hurt.

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And so, Fengming turned herself in.

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Do you know anything about it?

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What do you mean?

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I heard you had Gaoshun 
collect some information.

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Yes. I'd hoped to figure something 
out, but it was all for naught.

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Fengming's motive, as you said, 
was to try to make sure

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Concubine Ah-Duo could stay in the 
position of one of the four concubines.

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I see.

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But Concubine Ah-Duo has already been 
determined to leave the rear palace.

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She'll live in the detached 
palace to the south.

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Does this incident have 
anything to do with that?

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No, the decision was made a while ago.

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It was the emperor's call.

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I see.

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This flower.

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Hongniang came by earlier to put it on display.

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Yes, it's out of season.

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It's sweet.

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Poisonous, though.

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It's not lethal. Don't worry.

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<i>My suggestion to Fengming, back then...</i>

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<i>The poisoning of Concubine Lishu. 
The cause of death for the baby.</i>

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<i>If these two motives become one,</i>

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<i>she could hide the cause of the baby's 
death from Concubine Ah-Duo.</i>

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<i>Even if her own death is inevitable...</i>

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<i>That was the best I could do, 
as a girl with no power.</i>

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I can't sleep.

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Maybe I'll take a walk.

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<i>Fengming was executed.</i>

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<i>Concubine Ah-Duo is set to leave 
the rear palace tomorrow.</i>

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Oh, someone beat me here?

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You're that girl who came 
to help clean the other day.

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I'll leave right away.

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No.

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Care to join me for a drink?

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Whoa! Booze!

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Thank you very much.

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Pretty masculine, aren't I?

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I feel like you're giving
 that impression on purpose.

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You're an honest one.

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After my son left me, I became 
the emperor's friend, not his concubine.

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Or rather, I <i>returned</i> to being his friend.

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I never thought I'd become a concubine.

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I was a concubine in name only, 
given the role out of pity.

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I wanted to hand it off to someone 
else as soon as possible.

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Why cling to it for so long...?

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<i>She probably would have said the same 
things to whoever she'd met up here.</i>

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It must have been cold in that water.

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It must have been painful.

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You're probably right.

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Stupid, don't you think?

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Perhaps she was.

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We're all stupid.

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Perhaps we are.

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<i>I think I get it now.</i>

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<i>That servant was indeed a suicide.</i>

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<i>Concubine Ah-Duo noticed that.</i>

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<i>Maybe Fengming helped set it up.</i>

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<i>To take suspicion away from Concubine Ah-Duo,</i>

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<i>the servant chose to sink down 
into the cold water.</i>

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<i>To keep her secret hidden,</i>

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<i>Fengming chose to step up to the gallows.</i>

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<i>Regardless of Concubine
 Ah-Duo's own wishes,</i>

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<i>there are those who 
sacrifice their lives for her.</i>

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I should go now, too.

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What are you doing?

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Ow... Who's that? You startled me.

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My bad.

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Master Jinshi? Why are you here?

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I should ask the same of you.

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I'm sorry. I'll get up now—

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Could you let go?

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Let go, please.

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Don't wanna. It's too cold.

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You'll catch a cold without a coat. 
Please go back to your room.

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Are you drunk?

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I had to. I was sharing a drink with someone.

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<i>Sharing, huh?</i>

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The host invited me to drink,

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loaded me up full of booze,

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then just took off.

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When she finally came back,

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she told me she was satisfied
 now, and threw me out.

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<i>I didn't know anyone in this rear 
palace could treat this guy like that.</i>

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<i>But that's not related to this right now.</i>

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<i>I don't want to put up with a clingy drunk.</i>

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<i>Wait... Come to think of it, 
he did catch me as I fell.</i>

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<i>Maybe it's rude to just make him let go 
of me without even thanking him.</i>

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Master Jinshi—

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Just a little longer.

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Keep me warm, just a little longer.

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<i>Neither of them seem hungover.</i>

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<i>Concubine Ah-Duo, in order
 to leave the rear palace,</i>

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<i>returns the crown signifying 
her as Pure Concubine.</i>

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<i>That crown will be bestowed on another girl 
who will join the rear palace later.</i>

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<i>Ah, I see.</i>

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<i>I knew she resembled someone.</i>

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<i>It's Master Jinshi.</i>

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<i>Those two might as well swap outfits...</i>

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Swap...

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After my son left me...

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<i>"Left me," she said. Not "died"?</i>

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<i>I can almost interpret that 
to mean he's still alive.</i>

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<i>Concubine Ah-Duo's child and 
the then-empress dowager's child...</i>

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<i>What if the two babies were swapped?</i>

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<i>It must have been clear to Concubine Ah-Duo, 
through her experience in childbirth.</i>

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What are you doing?! I must 
tend to Concubine Ah-Duo...

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The empress dowager takes priority!

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N-No!

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<i>After all, she was just a nurse's daughter, 
a childhood friend of the prince.</i>

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<i>Her son would live a better life 
as the empress dowager's son.</i>

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<i>Maybe she wasn't in a state 
to decide what was right or wrong.</i>

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<i>But if the decision resulted
 in her son surviving...</i>

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<i>That would have been all that 
Concubine Ah-Duo could have wished for.</i>

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<i>What if people found out 
the babies were swapped later?</i>

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<i>If that was after the one baby had died,</i>

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<i>that would explain why my dad would be 
physically punished for not noticing.</i>

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<i>And if that were the case,</i>

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<i>it would explain why the emperor's younger 
brother is in a delicate position,</i>

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<i>and why Concubine Ah-Duo, 
who's supposed to be a realist,</i>

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<i>stayed in the rear palace for so long...</i>

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<i>Complete nonsense. 
An idiotic delusion of a story.</i>

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Please, wait!

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Lady Lishu!

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<i>As always.</i>

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<i>As a lonely concubine, to have 
a lady-in-waiting she can trust...</i>

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<i>How reassuring that must be.</i>

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Lady Lishu!

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<i>At that moment, her masculine, noble face
 suddenly took on the expression of a mother.</i>

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Here is the list of Fengming's family 
and those connected to them.

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I heard she was kidnapped and sold off, but...

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<b>Jade Pavilion
Maomao</b>

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<i>Not just some superficial sweetness</i>

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<i>I want more warmth than I can even use, oh</i>

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<i>Having these selfish idealistic thoughts</i>

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<i>I swallowed them again today 
before putting them into words</i>

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<i>Still in my memories, 
the scent of fragrant olive</i>

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<i>The color of twilight in the city</i>

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<i>We were laughing...</i>

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<i>Filled with sadness, 
the tears welled up in my eyes</i>

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<i>I found a glow during those days</i>

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<i>I guess I took everything for granted</i>

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<i>The wind was so loud I covered my ears</i>

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<i>I gotta stop being like that</i>

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<i>Even if I stumble over the words of love</i>

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Next Time

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<i>Next time: "The Eunuch 
and the Courtesan."</i>

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Episode 12: The Eunuch and the Courtesan
